life full of happiness and saddness
Monday, July 27, 2009
heyhey..
last friday i was sick..damn sick lor..
i was down w flu,fever,n headache..
at werk i cant take it anymore..i felt like wan to vomit seh..
this taufic reali make me vomit lor..he talked so loud and repeating the same damn things..which make me more dizzy lor..n vomit..haiz..on dat day i supposed to meet the couple den they come up w excuse of not turning up..rashid talk nicely to me and jiejie to forget abt it..so i dun care alr lor..
saturday i still not feeling well..hwevr i still nd to go out..i went out w yvonne, my godson, jiejie n yvonne's cuzzins(she v quiet seh).then went to my sis in law hse..den went bck hm..
sunday..tis cum the day that i reali confusing my feelings..m i betray my own feelings towrd the guy tt i waiting for? well waiting for hym more that one yr plus..
this day was e most confusing day for me..
monday cum..werk was fun plus tiring..ohya..ur notylilprincess here alr be TAKEN!!hehe..cant b reveal nw..if u wan cum n looked for me..n begged me lor..haha..
bt someone made me angry..she wan to confront on the wrng day lor..tt woman r so ungrateful..watever..let her one day hw much impt r fren..idk think relation is impt lor..eventhough i in one..fren cnt find easily u noe..esp true fren..up to her luh..i dun care a bit anymore..wtever is impt nw..is to fight the war of o's..
i dun care anymore..
haiz..
up to em..want to take us as their fren or not..
kk stop here..
i missed 4/5 ppl..
love em..
tc..
toddles notylilprincess
torn down at;11:30 PM
frenship is impt..
Monday, July 20, 2009
heyhey
it been a while..hmm...many things happening lately..
let start w friday..friday was a mess at werk..i hate that FRIDAY..too many f*** customer..aft werk, hanif gather cashier for meeting..haiz..actually i wan to quit..bcos the pay was way too small..i been werk like f**king hell sia..b4 tis yr..i been helping em sia..not ppl they asked me to help..i help sia..even the day b4exam..im so unlucky lor..i failed that exam lor..haiz..piss off..nvm wait till o's finish first..then i say bye to that damn kfc..anwae that nite..i heard that someone i was sick..actually many ppl were sick..so i just sms for no reason..jie jie and i was planning to talk to the couple..i think some of u understand whu..e nxt day was e day..
sat..haiz..i went to kfc to talk to the couple..haiz..howeva..something else happen..f*** rite..not only that sia..i kene hit by the fon sia..very unlucky luh sia..haiz..then dun noe how to say sry seh..hit ppl accidentally must said sorry ma..
i still waiting lor..wtever..
actually i wan to the one of the couple this qns..does frenship impt or relationship impt? if i were given tis qns,i will say tis lor..relationship is not so impt but frenship is impt bcos when i in trouble my fren and family are the one help..not my bf..u noe y nt bf..cos bf are not marry to u unless r devoted to u..hehe..like someone..haha..
sunday boring..werk2..frever werk lor..however like the surrounding..haha..
then monday..shahidah asked something which made both of us shouting at each other..omg..have to pay to be kind luh..so i must be heartless forever is it? sometyme i dun understand some ppl..sometyme wan me to b concern..sometyme they asked y i so concern..mignt as well i dun concern for a single damn person ok? happy nw?haiz..aishah went bck w us yesterday..she stayed over anok hse..wa seh long tyme seh..nvr talk her..we all gossip abt the couple till very ltr lor..
hais..today..actually i goin to be sick seh..now my throat r hurt seh..anwae..i hv a grp during mly lesson..haiz..he inside my grp seh..kene bully like hell..ish..
i think till here..
toodles..tc..love u guys..notylilprincess
torn down at;11:17 PM
someone pls help me from tis prob..
Sunday, July 12, 2009
heyhey..it me again..yup2..shahidah complainig that i did not update my blog..here u go..haha..
actually last 3 days ago.. i was on phone w safura..im so happy taht i got a phone call..actually not got luh..something that i asked made her wanted to call me..haha fun sia talking w her..till 1 plus seh..i oso msg shahidah at the same time..asking abt her and taufic..cis bedebah..tk blg seh..haha bt nvm..hope they all last forever..
oya i forget sia..today meldric lim bdae..happy bdae to hym..hehe..
gt bad to my story..den got someone sms gd nite to me..i was like huh?
y tis person sms me gd nite so suddenly..one of the msg make me more confused lor..haiz..
the nxt days i been asking ppl..wat that msg id abt..all i gt is the same ans..which i dun wan to noe..bt that r so damn funny..wateva luh..i even asked my two pretty lady..idk wat happened aft asked em to do so..i was like wtf..y they all like keeping something frm me..hais...it ok..bt it killing me sia..
i wan to noe wat is that someone thinking abt sia..
hmm wateve..miss my heart sia..idk how is he sia..i hope he doin fine there..ireali miss hym..i wan hym to cum bck sia..dun stay at china luh!!i wish i can shouted that to hym and he can hear me..haiz..so sad sia..
my lil someone..oso ok alr..he msg me jus nw asking for something..haiz..that all he wan..idk understand hym sia..i been like scarifice alot of things just for hym sia..
okok enuf talking stop here
tc ppl
toddles <3 notylilprincess
torn down at;4:59 AM
yes one conflict dwn..
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
heyhey
long time nvr update sia..someone scolded me liao..haizz..i way too busy mah..
i think i and hym ok alr liao..yesterday i msg hym saying someting abt frenship..i think he understand lor..i hope he will start to talk me soon..i dun force hym luh..bt up to hym lor..
yesterday i werk..then i must do back up my cashiers..only got 5 sia..sir leo asked me to back up pos 3 n 4..haizz..sianzz..that mean i have to bckup a person tat i not supposed to talk to..bt have to sia..haizz..so cant sais cannot sia..somtyme very tired sia doin backup..esp when someone kept asking to do tis n do that..
wateva..haha..shahidah i update liao happy..hehe..
everyone take care..
toodles love <3>
torn down at;7:58 PM
OMG..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
omg..i dun believe tt he smoke sia..y he suddenly change sia..i noe he is guy..but does not mean tt he must smoke ma..
talk abt ltr..
on sun nite..some colleague of mine..a junior..who r very rude and disrespect toward her senior..she asked acha,shahidah and rayu i guess 4 my num and hanif's..i was like dun gif her..i told acha not to gif as acha the first person to tell me tt she wan my num..i was like WTF..of cos i told acha dun gif and ask her to ask for herself ma..i dun like ppl to ask thru others for my num..quite piss off lor..then she begged acha for my num..she like a beggar sia..wateva..den shahidah sms me telling tt that woman will sms me..i was staring at the msg and think i jus told acha not to tell her sia..aft tt i was sms acha if she wan to gif jus gif lor cos i think shahidah gif alr..then a few min later..that woman sms me saying sorry luh..i was way to busy to reply her..i was playing pc game..ard 1++,i went to my room toget ready for school..i forgotten abt tt woman..i jus wan to slip lor..goin to 2,someone else sms me askin abt tml outing..then i jus reply lor..the funny thing rite this person said he will understand me one day..i was like yeah all this while u dun understand me..
hais..some ppl are jus ununderstandable..
monday cum by..school start..not so fun..c my noty and noisy clss..but adorable..haha..ahmad kene frm me sia..he made lame joke..then i looked at hym and called hym..sayind this sentence to hym.."ahmad,ur joke..0 marks.."he stared at me..b4 lookin away..the class was like laughing lor..i guess dun quite rmbr..haha..then sms rashid abt the movie thing..he said 3 pm at kfc..u noe wat they all was late lor...esp zul..haiz..watch transformer at 5.20pm..surely my mom will killed me..last at 8pm..wah seh..crazy so late..rushed hm quickly..w zul..tanx godness..hmm someone sms me using his sis's number w/o saying whu is tis..i tot his was his sis sms me..
nxt day i sms shahidah whether she the one sms me..she say it was her bro..i sms his bro and scolded hym lor..i quite firece ah..i guess it my family genes..u noe y.. cos all my siblings are vry firece..haha..too bad lor whuever becum my bf..haha..
wed..i found out tt somebody smoking..i was like shocking lor..he reali change alot sia..haiz..dun care alr..he vry noisy during phy rememdial..he was like f*** sia..khai wan to showed the postcard also sum harm to hym one ah..something wrng lor..i didnt disturbed hym ma..
hmm today someone tried to made me died faster sia..aiya dun j=hym alr luh..
kk nagging stop here..
smile always ppl..
toddles tc notylilprincess
torn down at;11:27 PM