♥ The Past ♥
Everyone have Their pasT
My past is always here
so my name is SyakilaH. once you Know Me
Just don't try hurt heror else shewillkill you
Just learn to beNice
thankyou!
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NOT A TRUE FREN
Monday, December 28, 2009
wateve luh,,wateve u wan say..it is not of my business..i jus wan to lead my happy n peaceful life..u can call me a bitch..e person insult me is actually insult e god upstair..i dun care wat u wan to say..i can only say u r such a untrue fren..actually i have many fren like u..wateve it is now....we can wrap up tis frenship n throw it away..dun keep it as a memory ok?cos i act as demure,innocent n etc..wateve crap u hav say..i admit im not a gd person..but i dun do wat my fren like u did..and also ur best fren ok..a best fren who always changed her best frens..i dun care wat u wan to tell everyone dat i m wat so ever..cos i alr experience it..history repeat it self..
torn down at;11:03 AM
my feelings is changing very fast!!
Sunday, December 27, 2009
hey..
i dun how to start.
is it me or it jus e hallucination??
or am i dreaming?
eventhough im not ready..but e feeling made me crazy..
i started to miss u..icant slp due to u..haiz i dunno it is true or not..
haiz till here..update u ltr
toodles notylilprincess
torn down at;9:36 PM
start a new life
Thursday, December 24, 2009
yeah its me again..
well i been loving my life past few days..
i have a new brother in life..
haha
om tue,i went out w shad n bip..went to marina..watch avatar..yea it was fun..i been thinking of having internet @ home..yeah try to sign up that day..but however i cant sign up cos im still under 18..haha then i went to jp..to watch another movie w yvonne..haha while waiting for yvonne, i went to kfc..i bought to bubbletea for some guys there..i forgot that he didnt hav any straw..then dunno how to ask ah..alamak..tis guy ah..something wrng..then 9.20 went to meet yvonne at gv..watch bodyguard..a chinese movie..well i want to watch sherlock holmes..haiz..nvm..next tyme ah..
yesterday went to meet bro..and sign up my internet then meet yvonne..at her hse..called jie..asked her whether she wan to follow..she said she only hav $10..i said i can paid first..then went to sakura and eat..haha..we did hav a great tyme..
today werk morning..actually nite..but then yvonne msg can come at 5..then i said ok..then i gt a call frm her asking can werk 11 to 7..i said ok..werk like crazy person..frm cashier to floor to base lastly to pack coleslaw..haiz..i waited for 7 oclock like waited fer the sky to drop..haiz..
he always disturb..noisy sia he..shaddup ah..
watevr tml update again k..love ya guys..
toodles notylilprincess
torn down at;6:11 AM
i wan more holidays!!!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
i jus came bck frm holidays..i went to malacca n muar..haiz..fun seh..very relaxing..dun feel like goin hm..haha..eventhough i miss everyone in spore..haha
u wan to see the pic go n c my facebook..haha..
i oso watch storm warriors le b4 i went for my holiday..
haiz..today..being force to do base..so tired sia..stupid sia..someone cant stop nagging..
another person also made me so moody aft work..f.u.c.k..
i dun understand wat wrng hym sia..watever ah..
ku tidak pernah meminta mu
utk mengasihiku
dan apatah lagi mengasihani ku
jgk tidak sama sekali
ku sedar sebenarnya kita tiada pertalian
cume satu arah serta satu tujuan
mencari keberkatannya
aku terkenangkan
saat manis dulu
tak pernah ko meninggi suara
bila bertanya
keras hanyalah luaranku
lembut tetap di dlm hati
marah habis setakat itu
tk kubiar berpanjangan
biar aku berdiam diri
dgn hati yg remuk redam
ko tk usah lagi bertanya
tkkan ku bersuara
aku masih mampu tersenyum
wlau hati terluka
mungkin hari ini duka utk aku
esk blm tentu
haiz..
toddles..notylilprincess
torn down at;8:12 AM
dun promise me anything!!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
i dun understand someppl sia..wat wrng w em?
u tink u only have problem is it?jus say u give up on me luh..wat so difficult?
i dunno understand y u ask me when free..when i say i free that day..u not free..then forget it luh..y ask then?if u tink u r heartless..i tell u i can be more heartless than anyone..jus bcos of u..i can be heartless toward others n hurt others feelings..next tyme cannot fulfil a promise..den dun promise me anything..u promised me alot of things..u see wat happen now..wateve luh..i will not give anymore chance..u jus waste e chance..frm now on..we will b stranger..i dunno u..u dunno me..
wateve u say abt me..doesnt matter me anymore..back off my life..
haiz..
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:07 AM
hahaha..
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
helo..
today i went to vivo..watch some movie..have alot of fun today..well watch new moon..bvoring sia..so slow sia..haiz..then we play some poker cards..den went arcade n took neoprint..have alot of fun..haha..
haiz..pls be patience syg..dun stop loving..if u wan dat person..doesnt mean u must hav that person on e spot ok?
haha..i still miss someone..haha..
haiz..
sungguh ko kejam
mencalarkan luka yg pernah ko rawat
membiarkan aku dlm derita
sebak dlm dada
tidak ku dendam
di atas perbuatanmu itu
cuma ku harap usahlah kau kembali
kpd diri ini
haiz..well tis cum frm a song..
its actually its for someone who hurt me recently..i supposed to tell hym tis last month when we broke up..but now i dunno luh..he must try harder..
to win my <3 bck is v hard..
haiz..
nvm luh..hehe..
tc
toodles notylilprincess
torn down at;7:58 AM
Still Wondering
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
hi..
haiz i dunnop wat to say..haha
yea i noe..life w guys could be fun..deep inside my heart i still miss someone..BUT i dunno who is e person exactly..yea..i dunno..boo hoo
anwae any things going to happen this december..
b4 i say all out..
during the past days or weeks..been doin spring cleanin..tired sia..wteve..
i slept at 3++am during the three days..haha..well on 30th of nov i went out w yvonne,messi,hanif,zengyong,zhen2 n wendy..haha..watch movie mulan..nice sia.."wo,hua mulan,shi nu ren"yea lame rite..haha..well aft that i n yvonne went ot store to do spring cleanin..around 1++,z.yong cum n find me..ask me whether can help hym or not..yea of cos i will say yes ma..then he walked away..then i think huh? wat happen sia?
i pestered hym..ask hym what u wan me to help w?
he told me..some ridiculous deal..i became the victim..wat e f..hais..drag me into some stupid trouble..haiz..
i been thinking for a long time..well i think gif a chance..but as a friend lor..if he wan to be w me..he must try 10 times harder..haha..
wateve..that nite i supposed to tell hym that thing instead he said that i own hym something..i wat like..no i dun own u anything lor..wateve forget abt luh..haiz..
well upcomin..i will having one star test on 10 dec..then on 11 got some course lor..on the 8 dec go out w some freak n crazy gurl..haha..on 7 dec i got camp..haha one day camp lor..stress..stress sia..then i goin malacca on 12..
haiz..okok..
gtg..love ya..
toodle noty lil princess..
torn down at;8:21 AM
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