cruelTemptatioN
Sunday, January 31, 2010
life w/o u..
is so sux..
watch DVD at home..waiting fer my mom to get ready..
yesterday..werk like hell..so many customer sia..
rosita's last day yesterday
she bought alot milkshake fer everyone..
actually i have no mood since yesterday..
no mood no mood no mood
mo mood no mood
no mood
see ya
notylilprincess
torn down at;7:15 PM
Stop lying to urself baby
Friday, January 29, 2010
stop lying to urself baby
no use lying to urself..
u will suffer ur own self baby..
well today supposed to go out somewhere w my mom..
which was last min plan..
my plan b4 dere was to go out alone..
but then e plan was cancelled..
but in the end..
i still went out alone..
well didnt go ecp actually..
i took the train frm pioneer..
tot of taking the train..
straight to pasir ris..
in the end drop at raffles..
then took redline train bck to jrng east..
then boon lay..
on the trip..i was not supposed to contact ppl or wat..
but ppl find me..
but then i waiting till i got to jp..
then i reply em lor..
well then walk arnd jp..then 5 plus then took bus to jrng east..
reached IMM early one hour..walk2 lor..
waited fer my daughter,mummy,daddy,son n my daughter cousin's..
we supposed to meet at 7..
in the end they were late..
haiz..
anwae we all eat at long john..
then walk2..
aft that went home..now sitting dwn at my comp watching hanazakari no kimitachi e
short form hana kimi..
but japan version..so handsome sia the guys..wow..i started to fall in love w em haha..
anwae the whole trip was..
ok..manages to let go something on the way..but some cant..
dunno why..
yea..baby..wah handsome sia the japanese actors..omg..
haha..
okok..continue to watch
signing off
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:17 AM
goin to sch soon!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
early in morning check my fon..saw a sms..
saying nursakilah u 're posted to ngee ann poly taking real estate..
i was like..oh ok..
so i goin to sch soon..haiz
goin miss my dear ones at BLSS..
esp someone..haha
hope he get wat he wan lor..
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:19 PM
F.U.C.K,I.N.G TIRED
im SO F**KING TIRED..
F**KING BORED w everything in lyfe
ppl dun understand WAT I WAN..
y u DUN UNDERSTAND how MUCH i NEEDED u IN MY lyfe?!
HOw can U CHEAT on ME?!
notylilprincess
torn down at;6:36 PM
Promised to My life
Monday, January 25, 2010
promises..
not use that i make promises to myself..
cos i cant keep all the promises that i made to myself..
so i dont whether i can another promise..
i dont this promise to hurt ppl if i dont keep it..
im so stressed..
im very disappointed..
ur heart change very fast..
i cant forget..that e problem..
i cant control anymore..
tears rolled down my cheeks again..
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:12 PM
............
sitting at home..look at facebook..listening to music frm my memory card..haiz..
i jus change my blogskin..nice rite..
anwae i forgot to say..that i dyed my hair liao..its f**king red sia..but I LOVE it sia..nxt pay then highlight..hmm i tot of piercing my ear..but i cant..must save $$$..
haiz..few days ago..went out fer lunch w shad,bip,shahrul,kecik n acha..
went to mac to eat...then walked ard jp..then went to pay my bill..i almost forget abt that sia..luckily that guy remind me sia..
then the nxt day went to jb w shad n shahrul..when we got dere..at city square..wahseh..they made announcement saying that they will close dwn in ten mins..i was..wtf..then went bck to spore..watch movie..blahblah..
actually i have no mood..due to some things..f*** ah..i dun y..i jus too tired to think alr..i dun anymore headache..i guess the decide we jus made its the best..eventhough i disappointed..wateve it is..no more us knowing each other..
hiaz..notylilprincess
torn down at;12:29 AM
in so dissapointed!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
my love lyfe is damn sux..frm now on..my lyfe jus go on..w guy or not guy..its does not matter alr..im happy or not..its does not matter anymore..
lost contact or not..its not important liao..friend or not..its does not matter to me alr..wateve ppl wan to do..i will not bother anymore..
haiz..stay at home..waiting fer 6:30 to come..today werking sia..dun feel like wan to werk sia..i wish i can slp all e way..dun nd to xare abt life..my lyfe is so sux now..
haiz notylilprincess
torn down at;9:55 PM
having headache
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
hey babe n guys..
today i supposed to meet someone at 10:40..in the end i wake up late sia..arnd 11:30..like that omg..i saw my fon w some many msg..one of it frm the jerk..i didnt all the msg..i went to new msg..n texted hym..apologised..i went to toliet n chiong..bath..i didnt makeup..b4 i rushed out..sms hym again asking hym to meet me at lavender or pioneer..he reply using someone hp to msg me..oh well meet hym at pioneer..went to lavender..took my passport..then we planned to meet shad..haiz..we took bus 51..we talked n talked..i got to know alot of things..also some secrets..n one thing that made me frustrated was..I WAS SO BLINDED W LOVE as i dunno that THE JERKS is really A jerk..OMG..really man..f*** sia..anwae we had fun along our journey..anwae that jerk trying luck..at first he wan to lost contact..then keep sms me..f rite..i dunno what he sia..
got to jp..meet mummy n daughter..daughter said she want to go jrng spring..to take something..ok fine..i told hym..he said ok..well i felt bad lor to leave hym at jp alone..somemore he was sick...went to jp..meet shakilah maam..well miss her sia..eventhough we have some issues last tyme...haha..bygones b bygones..haha..went bck to jp..ate my dinner..suddenly headache struck..all thx to e jerks..haiz..been thinkin too much..
argh watever..he can die forever ah..haix..
then went bck hm..tot can sleep..in the end..i switch on my comp..haha..see fb..went to someone's blog that i have a crushed b4..i really miss hym..hope his lyfe been wonderful one..unlike mine..yea..
guess till here..
love all of u..
toodles..notylilprincess
torn down at;8:18 AM
Single ONce Again!!
Friday, January 15, 2010
hey guys..
for the first time in my life a guys screamed at me when he is at fault..wateve..at that point of time..i was too tired to scream bck..as i wondering wat was my mistakes..as all the rumors of breakup is going to be true..yea it did came true..he asked..f that guy..i noe this thing will come one day..it happen to me thAT thur..
few days b4 we breakup his ex gurl sms hym when both of us were in the bus..i saw the sms..he tot that i goin to explore and scream at hym..instead i was kept quiet..cos i know if i get angry w hym,confirm plus gurantee i will scream at hym ao loud til everyone in the bus can hear us..so i wan to save face ma..aft sending hym off..i got sms frm hym..he asked me whether can he play timer..i was thinkimg wtf..then i continue reading the sms..he said that he can oso noe that whether i playing timer or not..hey u think i that kind of woman..go n die luh u..
if i that kind of woman would i be crying that thur..wat kind of a guy r u sia?so heartless..u wan to see my heartless..i can more heartless that u hor!!we alr breakup..u still dare to sms me when u alr have another gurl..if ur gurl come n find me..i make u n her will be dead!!still dare to us whether i love u or not..this qns..i myself dunno how to ans u..pls stop asking me this..i dunno wat u wat u wan frm sia..i love so much..u did this me..bastard sia u..
wateve sia..anwae that nite..i n shahidah's bro have heart to heart talk..its nice..feeling so much better aft that..sleep very late..haha wake arnd 9:30 jus to see my fon..saw that idiot's sms n miss call..still looking fer me ah..got gurl alr ,come n find me somemore..f u luh..anwae i hope someone dun do anything stupid to that idiot..he is not worth e beating..went ot werk..goin frm bck door..he opened..then blocked my way somemore..however managed to get out of his way..tired sia..being cashier fer past few days..being standing fer long hrs sia..i thinking of set up business soon so i can have side pocket$$..my son came yesterday to see us..told hym abt the breakup..can see how agitated he was upon knowing the news..haiz..someone else oso came yesterday..dunno y anwae..went back w my daughther,jie cum mummy n jie fu cum daddy..haha was fun..yesterday supposed to online..but connection was sux..haiz..sleep very late oso..wake up at 9:30 again cool sia every tyme that tyme..looked at my fon..saw that idiot sms again wateve sia..
anwae i done here..now must go n bath..get ready fer werk soon..haha
toodles noylilprincess
torn down at;9:02 PM
finally!!
Monday, January 11, 2010
today the release of o's level result..hmm..well..
i can make it..waiting is so stress..yahoo the waiting is over liao..
went meet my dear..fetch hym home..took the bus..bus journey was so boring however w hym no so le..anwae i spent so lil tyme w hym seh..whn can we spent more tyme w each other seh..haiz..
aft sending hym hm..i went bck to jp..went eat dinner w darling jie n dearest yvonne..hmm aft that eat dinner,took pic..y=then took 241..reached hm..look at my comp..comp look at me..watch DVD..queen of no marriage..very nice,sad,n etc..elaboration will not continue..u wan to noe..go n watch urself luh..haiz..
kkk..love u guys till death haha
toddles notylilprincess
torn down at;8:54 AM
3rd of jan 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
heyhey..
i went jogging early in e mrng w yvonne n jie..im very tired sia..but it was fun..
well yesterday argue w someone..haiz..idk wat will happen nxt..
howeve i will still love my dear..i dont wat ppl say alr..
i dun bastard anyone..it jus i cant accept anymore hurt frm ppl..it too much pain i have to control..my heart have enuf bleeding..haiz..waiting fer result..aft dat look fer another job..haiz..
i dun wan anyone to hurt me..n i also dun wan to hurt ppl..it is e best it just like that..
i noe wat will happen e nxt day..n so on..kite yg merancang tapy tuhan menentukan..ppl cant blame wat is happening..tis wat god plan fer us..our life journey is not always based us..
going 1 wk le..w hym..i really miss hym sia..i cant wait to see hym tml..
im sry i cant be perfect..
to ppl whu leaving kfc..all e best..maybe i wont keep in touch w u guys.maybe only ah..dun get it wrng..y?oh..its always like that..ppl leave n nvr keep in touch one..i noe..expeinece b4..
cant stop it..
wateve..time to go..
toodle..notylilprincess
torn down at;10:51 AM