i moved
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i moved the blog
want to noe ask me urself..
n i tell u the procedure
torn down at;9:46 PM
HowImBeenFeeLinG
Friday, April 23, 2010
how im been feeling lately??
freaking tired
really shag
very sad
vetry stress
sometime vent anger on others
im sorry
sometyme im wonder y ppl like a person like me
i hate this feeling
im really feel that i can vanish into thin air
been thinking alot
im feel damn sad
if only ah shun didnt go bck
my life wont be like this
if he just didnt said
that
he regretted
falling in love in me
so what's the point of being in a relationship w me in the first place
if only i patch back w hym
eventhough i noe everyone hates hym
cos till now my heart cant hym
everything if only..
haix
im not regretting
or what
but i tired
really am
when i recalled every single that happen past few years
really
want to cry
but i cant
cos no more tears
im just left waiting
like stupid idiot
plz
someone make feel love
i scarificed alot of things
my happiness
my time
in the end
all this
that i get
no answer
just waiting like stupid idiot
my life
is not crap
it just ppl arnd me
made it crap
i really need u
on the edge of maddness
verge of tears
going to rain soon
how much im miss u
its does not make any diiferent now
im really need someone
to lend his shoulder for me
lean on and cry
im want u actually
u really keep me waiting
how long u want me to wait
till death apart us??
i have only have one heart
the place for u in my heart
is much bigger than the others
but u just dont realised it
i noe someppl who close to me
does not like u
i dont care that
cos i just too in love with u
i want u to know much i felt for u
but i have no guts to tell u
how much pain that i having now
how much love i give u
im really all out just for u
till i hurt the others who really loves me
baby
pls ease my pain.
oh my god
im tired
pls help me end this misery
i hate it
when i see happy couples
remind me of u..
i rejected hym
not bcos of u
i noe history will repeat
this is my reason
anwae he hate me
n
i hate hym too
im really hate hym
yes
im egoistic
im
wont deny it
im always want to win
winning is everything to me
losing is an insult to me
i want to win ur love
but i feel
im losing it
pls hug me
n tell me that u love me too
i want to hear from ur mouth
im been waiting for it
how long u want me to wait??
wo deng hen jiu le..
ni ming bai ma??
i just love u
im really need u now
to wipe my tears away
n make me happy every single day
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:30 AM
DamNfuCKIngTiReD
Monday, April 19, 2010
im really tired
from every single thing that happenin
tired frm sch
tired frm work
tired w that fucker's attitude
i been scoldedall this
kn
cb fucker
assholes
nb
whatever fucker
dont appreciate
im also dont care
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:59 AM
Marah bukanSifatKu
Saturday, April 17, 2010
ku tidak pernah memintamu
utk mengasihiku
apatah lagi
mengasihaniku
juga tidak sama sekali
ku ssedar sebenarnya kita
tidak ada pertalian
cuma satu arah
serta tujuan
mencari keberkatannya
ku terkenangkan
saat masa lalu
kau tak pernah
meninggi suara
bila bertanya
keras hanya luaran ku
lembut hanya dalam hati
marah hanya setakat itu
tak mungkin berpanjangan
biar aku mendiam
dgn hati remuk redam
kau tak usah lagi bertanya
aku tak akn bersuara
aku masih mampu tersenyum
walau hati terluka
mungkin hari ini duka utk aku
esk belum tentu
torn down at;9:45 PM
ImreallyWanttOcRy
achik spin da meninggal dunie
im really shocked w the news
why he has to go at the young age of 28??
well
kehendak tuhen
ajal dan maut di tangan allah
harus terima takdie
rase kecian pada keluargenye
harap drng tu baik2 semua
this is life
everyone will go one day
al-fatihah
notylilprincess
torn down at;12:01 PM
UnUpDateBloG
iM so Depress last few days
actually no one noe how sad am i?
im rally can put mask on
no one nticed lor
haix
due to that im lazy to update blog
im think im falling again
but i have not get over the another one
still have feelings
which mean
i maybe started to forget hym
i dunno
im very stress sia
his name been calling like so many times
since yesterday
haix
but maybe not truth ba
haix
u dunno what will happen tml
haix
if really
its hym the one
im will accpt the fate
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:28 AM
SweeToFHyM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
hmm
i goin to miss someone
haix
:(
work morning
saw hym
haix
give his thing
then
we started to bully each other
hehe
lol
he's so damn crazy
haha
went bck
meet mak
waited for acha
then seperated
well b4 i fall alsp
i smses hym
sent three page msg
haix
goin miss hym sia
arnd 7plus
i saw his sms
he said i mke hym sad
haix
wellwe have to face it dear
i reply hym two smses
if not mistaken
cos i was half alsp
but then when i really wide awake
i sms hym the proper msg
imy
haix
notylilprincess
torn down at;7:59 AM
LoveLetteR
qi shi wo yao gen ni shuo yi ge dong xi..
wo yi zhi zai deng ni..
zhen de hen huai nian dang shi wo men zai yi qi de shi hou..
ke neng shi wo tai chong dong de sou bu gen ni zhuo peng you..
wo cai wo zhen de shi hen xi huan ni..
nah gan jue zhi ran de jiu you le..
wo zhi dao dui yi ge nu sheng lai shuo,gao bai shi yi jian bu dui de shi qing..
ke shi ze mei you zui ar..
ni gen wo suo guo ni shang xing wo,na ni hai shang xing wo ma?!
ni ming bai wo zai shuo shen me ma?
notylilprincess
torn down at;7:40 AM
FirStTimE
Friday, April 9, 2010
well
today i went out
actually want to go sch
in the end
go n meet my 2nD mom n My Lil Bro Kecik
haiz
we went to banquet
Eat ckN rice
tHen waLk2 ArnD JP
Im looKing For Bag tO bRing To scH
wHen TimeTickIng TowaRds5
I stArtEd To FeEl LazY
TheN i CallEd KFC
Said That I coMing At 7
theN weNt to ToliEt
caMe out
Saw Hym
YA wdV
Walk2 Somemore
Then SIt InFroNt of third leveL Elevator
then aft Awhile We weNt to BuY mY bAg
Got My Bag
Bid KecIk gooDbyE
Aft that
Im In dilemmA
wHethEr i waNt to Go work or noT
Haix
i dUn WanT to Work ActuaLly
No spirIt to work
so my 2nd mom Psycho me
B4 i Can DecidE
i SaW Hym Again
omg
i dEciDed Not to Go lor
However im Scared Cos i saw Hym Twice
Scared He Exposed mE
but theN He Can Kept Secret
Then WenT w 2Nd Mom
FeTch Acha
Eat2
then DepaRTed
Went YH
Meet My daUghter
Told Her
Kene sColded
But im DeservEd it
aNwae the rIfder there short $8
Due To The cUtsomer
sAw Hym aNgry
so I wrotE aN encoUrAgeMent LetteR
Hehe
Just Wanna MAke New FrienD
hehe
theN went Bck N WaTCh Flame OF reCCa
upDate SOoN
notylilprincess
torn down at;12:39 PM
AGreatDayWithMoM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
yesterday
have alot fun
went out to cut hair
settle my new job thing
then i sms my 2nd mom
said that i bored
so she asked me to meet her at JE
to eat dinner
we ate at pizza hut
so nice
then shop arnd the area
then went to yung ho
meet daughter
then came my mm n dad
then went home
haiz have fun yesterday
anwae
i dont want to give anyway comment if u tell me ur story
cos i hate it when u give sarcastic comment to my story
u want me to listen to ur story but then my turn
haix
dun care liao
up to u arh
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:58 PM
MeDontCarE
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
"this week is my last"
omg how i wished i can say that
however i will
i got new job
at ThaiExpress
hopefully on 14th
everything went fine for me
i got my reason why i want to resign
my 2nd mother
this week last
even my syg kavitha
haiz
my one next month ba
see how i can control
my body
n
time
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:10 PM
NoMoreHuggings&KissinG
Sunday, April 4, 2010
suddenly my mom wrote
something about memories
really made e flash back my memories me n hym
how much love that i gave to hym
how i wished
miracle can happen now
yeah i noe
we're impossible to get together
give me a few more days
aft i settle something
then i otw to path of forgetting hym
haix
so sad
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:44 PM
FlameOfReccA
flame of recca
so long nvr see
my favourite anime
omg
refresh all the memory
all the cartoon charcters
so pretty
n handsome
enjoying the show now
update later
notylilprincess
torn down at;10:08 PM
=,=
Friday, April 2, 2010
im bored
really
no one want to entertain me..
haiz
where all my happiness go to??
why u easily gain someone new in ur life??
are u lying??
if u're
that's is old trick
want to lie
pls lie properly
i're lying to a liar
dont u noe that
hahaha
whatever
ur life
i dont live it
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:12 PM
DontCareLiaO
Thursday, April 1, 2010
tired liao
of all the nonsense
sent one msg to that idiot
hopefully he will understand
what it mean
u want to hate or not
its up to u
ur decision
u dont like me
its ok
cos this is life
someppl like u someppl dont
life is short
u want hate the person forever
its so worthless
what u get from it?
money?
no ba..
byebye
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:21 AM