HanyaUntukMU
Saturday, February 27, 2010
while cleanin my comp table
i found a piece of foolscap paper
i looked at paper
i realised i wrote something
its fer someone
who i waited so long
i wrote it at..
i dunno whether
16/07/09
or
16/09/09
anyway
its not impt anymore
but i want to express it here
its fer the guy that i like in 2008
aku menantimu
berbulan-bulan lamanya
hatiku setia menantimu
wahai kekasih hati
tidakkah engkau tahu
betapa rindunya hatiku
menanti ketibaanmu
di muka pintu hatiku ini
hatiku menangis pilu
kerana kegagalanmu
untuk muncul
di pintu hatiku
ku putus asa
ku membawa diri
diranum ombak lautan
tidak dapat ku lupa
kenangan manis
diantara kita berdua
omg
i didnt noe this was write by me
anyway i change a bit..
hope i can this thing more
haha
see u guys
miss u
notylilprincess
torn down at;1:33 PM
Holiday
one more day
to release all my stress
goin genting this tyme
anyway goin miss my ah gong..
in fact i alr miss hym sia
not only hym luh..
alot of ppl
haha
lin shi hui
goin holiday
miss my dear someone who used to be in my heart
fer amost a yr
all e best in hys poly life
yesterday
shi hui
went home frm werk
got home
fall aslp str away
was so tired
till umi was shocked
and ask
if i was sick
no
im not
while slping
someone disturbed me
its was mummy
sms abt that bitch
hmm
that bitch again
haiz
fck off our life luh bitch
today nothing much
fb
cruel temptation
work
customers
cleaning up my comp table
super clean
blogging
smsin
now wan to shut off
see ya soon
aft genting
love ya
notylilprincess
torn down at;1:15 PM
MyEmotionBeenSoUnstablE
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
long time didnt update
due emotion not stable
i want to transfer out frm jp
but some many ppl dont let sia
its not bcos of my daughter
i just cant tolerate
that woman anymore
spread rumors
not only that
took advantage of others
to destroy my happiness
destroy my friendship between others
the scars on my hand
to show how much
pain that i went thru
notylilprincess
torn down at;11:01 PM
IDontBelieveThisCanHappeN
Saturday, February 20, 2010
early in e morning
found someppl cannot meet me
haiz
i still cant over something that happen yesterday
i vent anger at that person
but that someone also vent his anger at me
just because some problem w family
never i got legs
i can walk
i can go alone
did my thing
went to class gathering
went back early
meet yvonne,hanif,daddy n amanda
eat at west coast plaza
eat sushi
full sia
then sit at coffee bean
wait for yvonne to write something impt
abt one star luh
den look at cruel temptation
till now..he have not reply me
haiz
anwae settle some problem tml..
once n for all..
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:30 AM
TragediCintA
Friday, February 19, 2010
tidak pernah ku lupa
kenangan cinta pertama
dikala dua insan
bersatu dilembah cinta
hanya engkaula wanita
yang bernama kekasih
siang malamku
kau yang ku rindu
aku jua seperti mu
diburu memori silam
biarpun tika ini
diri telah dimiliki
oleh seorang lelaki
yang bernama kekasih
namun bayangmu
masih di hati
biarkan kenangan
menjadi kenangan
kisah silam kita
tak mungkin berulang
kesetiaan juga
kasih syg
tidak menjanjikan
kebahgiaan
dan kini
semua berakhir
cinta kita yang suci
rebah ke bumi
hanya tinggal serpihan
kisah suka dan duka
ku simpan
itulah lumarah dunia
tidak semua yang indah
kekal lama
memang kita bahagia
namun takdir merubah segalanya
______________________________________________________aku lah wanita yang paling bodoh
kerana aku terlalu mengharapkan
tapy hancur segalanya
harapan aku tercundang
kehidupan aku terhenti disitu
aku hilang arah
tak tahu dimana lagi
harus aku teruskan perjalanan kehidupan aku
hati aku
masih menyayang dirinya
walaupun dirnya telah dimiliki
biarpun orang mengata aku bodoh
tidak guna lagi
menyesal skg
semua telah terjadi
bukan sekali
bukan dua kali
berkali-kali
airmata jatuh berlinangan dipipiku
benci
tidak lagi wujud di hati aku
cinta
tidak bermakna lagi bagi aku
tragedi cinta
notylilprincess
torn down at;10:03 AM
WhyMakeCryOverUAgaiN?
u didnt speak a even single word to me?
how can u trust thing that didnt come out?
why u believe what others said?
u make cry over u once again..
i miss u so much
but in the end
this u give me
u have someone replace me so easily
me
is hard for me to find ur replacement
i dunno y
i cant let u go
make somene else heart break
make me slp
without knowing that night
without knowing that morning
i dont need anything
i dont need anyone
i dont need love
stop spreading rumours
mother fuker
bitch
slut
thanks to u luh
all this happen to me
i wont forgive u forever
anwae i will make sure u suffer
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:24 AM
CintaAdamDanHawA
Thursday, February 18, 2010
cinta adam dan hawa
terbit di syurga
terang di jiwa
mengerakkan nurani
mencari kasih suci
sehingga kita yang tertinggal
saling kenal
sentiasa rase sunyi
bersendirian
mana dia
kekasih hati
mana dia
pujaanku yg sejati
dgr lah bisikan
asmaraku
cinta adam dan hawa
satu bersama
satu terpisah
buat diriku tertanya-tanya
cinta adam dan hawa
satu harapan
satu sandaran
buat diriku rindukan dia
mana dia
kekasih hati
mana dia
pujaanku yg sejati
dgrla bisikan
asmaraku
cinta adam dan hawa
satu bersama
satu terpisah
buat diriku tertanya-tanya
kau yang aku puja
kau yang aku cinta
kasihku di firdausi
cinta adam dan hawa
terbit di syurga
terang di jiwa
menjadi menyaksi
impian murni
cinta adam dan hawa
stu bersama
stu terpisah
buat diriku tertanya-tanya
cinta adam dan hawa
torn down at;6:46 PM
MemoriBerkasiH
Telah ku cuba meminta kasih
biar menjadi ikatan abadi
namun ape daya terlerai janji kita
mungkin takdir yang meminta
bermusim kita bersama
menyemai ikatan cinta
tak mungkin kasihku hilang
ku kunci hati utk mu
himpunkan kenangan indah
simpanla senda gurauan
andainya kau kerinduan
itulah jadi penawar
sungguh ku terharu
dan pilu
kasihku semaikan
kau abaikan
putusnya
ikatan cinta
mungkin
tiada jodoh kita
menangis hati
ku juga bersimpati
hancurnya harapanku
maafkan syg
kasihmu yg berubah
aku pun tak menyangka
itu lah alasan mu
pergi la syg
biar rindu di kejauhan
menemani hati yg gelisah
semoga bertemu jua
kebahagiaan
notylilprincess
torn down at;6:22 PM
TellUSomethinG
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
baby miss alot of ppl
nowadays baby download new songs
baby werk everyday nonstop
baby not tyme to update
im sorry
anwae baby miss my baby
haha
baby only update blog
when baby heard nice songs which have meaning to baby's life
type e lyric in baby's blog
anwae let start..
im felt frustrated..
dunno understand
jealousy
is dangerous feelings
u shud not have this feelings
we shud not end up not talking to each other
due to this feeling
happiness is every single one's priority
due to jealousy
fear overcome my happiness
i cant stop fear to overcome my happiness
all thanks to jealousy
u dunno understand
i dunno how make u understand
friends
i have the every single rights
to be friends w whoever i want
or close with
love
have been a weak thing in my life
thanks to love
my life is always upside down
however went thru it
been a great experience
to understand what a guy want frm a girl
is not easy as i thought
im been hurt
not once,not twice
alot of times
crying over em
countless
my love lyfe can make into a novel
work
everyday
nonstop
to face customer everyday
to face a new bitch almost everyday
to have ppl didnt turn fer work
lyfe is way better when im still in sch
i do miss sch
esp someone
if that someone know how i much i love hym
i dont need to went this F**king Love story
i'll always love hym
all his care and concern fer me in sch
i'll always rmbr in my <3
sat w hym been a great happening
i really miss my lyfe of 2008
no matter what i'll always rmbr hym
w who i with ltr on in lyfe
i'll nvr forget hym
bcos of hym
today who im
all thanks to hym
not bcos of hym
i wont be a diff person
will be the opposite person of what im today
waiting fer hym fer a year
went thru alot
sacrifice alot fer hym
its ok fer hym not knowing what im done fer hym
maybe he is not fer me
anwae im grateful to god to know hym
oh ya
i miss suhaimi
i forgot to tell u
on 1st day of cny
i overslept
all due to tiredness n my health
my health nowadays
haiz
is not listening to me
anwae suhaimi was dere at store
he miss call me using shahrul no.
i didnt realised
all thank to my tiredness
i didnt get to meet hym
well that nitehe sms me
omg
how happy am i
to get a sms frm hym
i didnt expect ah
we talk ah
till no pp8
haha
i do miss hym
haha
more than anyone
wait2..
cannot sais like that
cos i also miss someone else
actually
i miss alot of ppl
haha
15th feb my younger bro's b'day
happy 12th birthday to hym
haha whatever
maman wait ah
ur present
i buy at genting ok?
haha lol
crazy
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:34 AM
KeranaTerlukA
Monday, February 15, 2010
beratnya rasa hati ini
melangkah pergi
tetapi apakah daya
aku terpaksa
buat kali terakhir
inginku mengucapkan
semoga dirimu berbahgia selalu
tentang diriku ini
terserah pd mu tuhan
tak perlui kau bertanya
kemana ku pergi
pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini
sekali ku melangkah
biarlah ku teruskan
perjalanan ini
walaupun sendirian
hanya tuhan yang tahu
luka lara hidupku ini
tak terkata
aduhai syg
ku masih lagi teringat
berbicaramu yang terakhir
pedihnya hingga menikam kalbu
bisanya
selamat tinggal sygku
selamat tinggal kasihku
aku terpaksa pergi dahulu
kerana terluka
hati ini
kiranya tempias
membasahi jendelamu
itulah airmata
yang jatuh di pipiku
kiranya sang bayu
menyentuhi panas wajahmu
itulah rinduku
yang menyebut namamu
setalah sekeian lama tak berjumpa
notylilprincess
torn down at;4:46 AM
SaatHilangKasiH
Thursday, February 11, 2010
tika janji mula diikat
Kala cinta di ucap
Tulah saat yg tertinggal
Tak mampu kita lepas
Kini kekal dlm memori
Gurau senda waktu berkasih
Andai dapat diulangi lagi
Tak jemu mamadu cinta
Bila cinta dinodai
Tercundang segala harapan
alasan yang tak disangka
Terpaksa diterima jua
Hanya masa yang menetu
Erti semua cinta
Tak pernah diharapkan lagi
Hadir semula cinta pertama antara kita
Lupakan sahaja
Apa yang terjadi
Restuilah segalanya
Berakhirla semua kenangan
Kasih antara kita
Kini kekal dlm memori
Gurau senda waktu berkasih
Andai dapat diulangi lagi
Tak mungkin kita bercinta
saat hilang kasih
really made me sad
a breakup song..
its remind me when i breakup all my three guys..
whoever understand this song
will understand how much pain
that a breakup can cost us..
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:41 AM
WannaToSleeP
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
baby wan to sleep thru life
w/o knowing anyone care,concern,love me
w/o any kissing or hugs frm loves one
have no wake up in between my sleep
have no hope fer any guys
dun need to wear fake smile everyday
dun need to cry every single tyme ppl hurt me
dun need to get angry at ppl
dun need to care abt other feelings
jus slp thru life w/o knowing anything
notylilprincess
torn down at;9:20 PM
SleepyBabY
Sunday, February 7, 2010
yesterday was on comp.
watched DVD
cruel temptation
nice sia..half thru..
at the same time make some valentines day given
maybe some will get early
maybe some will get later
tired sia
i slept at 3++
wake up so early
werk at 7am today
baby noe so early
but then no choice
went home
do something
aft get home
fall aslp
very tired sia
now watch my cruel temptation
notylilprincess
torn down at;8:58 AM
Baby's Day
Thursday, February 4, 2010
tired sia work everyday..
wait fer sch to reopen
i miss going to sch..
today at work..nothing interesting..
i really miss all e fun that used to store in my werk place..
i really miss suhaimi
haha
i really miss uzair
haha
i really miss alot of ppl
which bring smile to my face everyday
yes!!tml off..haha sat off..haha sun mrng..
haha
but baby's roster fer nxt week
all the time that baby get
all
very damn sux
i dun like the time that i get
only get one day off sia
wateve sia
im so tired
baby tired
lin shi hui tired
i need a break frm e world
notylilprincess
torn down at;10:11 AM
Wait Too Long
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
deng ni hen jiu le..
i waited fer u too long..
if i dun wait fer u,my life will be full of misery..
baby dunno wat to do..
baby confused le
i dun care anymore..
ppl dunno how to appreciate me
they only noe how to scream at me fer no reason..
wateve ah..
torn down at;6:39 PM