HowImBeenFeeLinG

Friday, April 23, 2010

how im been feeling lately??
freaking tired
really shag
very sad
vetry stress
sometime vent anger on others
im sorry

sometyme im wonder y ppl like a person like me
i hate this feeling
im really feel that i can vanish into thin air

been thinking alot
im feel damn sad
if only ah shun didnt go bck
my life wont be like this
if he just didnt said
that
he regretted
falling in love in me
so what's the point of being in a relationship w me in the first place
if only i patch back w hym
eventhough i noe everyone hates hym
cos till now my heart cant hym
everything if only..
haix
im not regretting
or what
but i tired
really am

when i recalled every single that happen past few years
really
want to cry
but i cant
cos no more tears
im just left waiting
like stupid idiot

plz
someone make feel love
i scarificed alot of things
my happiness
my time
in the end
all this
that i get
no answer
just waiting like stupid idiot

my life
is not crap
it just ppl arnd me
made it crap

i really need u
on the edge of maddness
verge of tears
going to rain soon

how much im miss u
its does not make any diiferent now

im really need someone
to lend his shoulder for me
lean on and cry

im want u actually
u really keep me waiting
how long u want me to wait
till death apart us??

i have only have one heart
the place for u in my heart
is much bigger than the others
but u just dont realised it
i noe someppl who close to me
does not like u
i dont care that
cos i just too in love with u
i want u to know much i felt for u
but i have no guts to tell u
how much pain that i having now
how much love i give u
im really all out just for u
till i hurt the others who really loves me
baby
pls ease my pain.

oh my god
im tired
pls help me end this misery

i hate it
when i see happy couples
remind me of u..

i rejected hym
not bcos of u
i noe history will repeat
this is my reason
anwae he hate me
n
i hate hym too
im really hate hym

yes
im egoistic
im
wont deny it
im always want to win
winning is everything to me
losing is an insult to me

i want to win ur love
but i feel
im losing it

pls hug me
n tell me that u love me too
i want to hear from ur mouth
im been waiting for it

how long u want me to wait??
wo deng hen jiu le..
ni ming bai ma??

i just love u
im really need u now
to wipe my tears away
n make me happy every single day

notylilprincess

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